Jan 19, 2005 21:28
The last time I wrote was around Christmas time. Its January and its freezing. I like the snow because it gets me out of school and because of it I do't start my mid-terms til tom. Its gonna be tough but i'm gonna try my hardest even though its my senior year and I rather just hang out with friends and do nothing. Yesterday had to be one of the worst days that I had in a long time. I rather not get into but let's just say I cried a lot that day. Nothing serious it was just stupid stuff that I was crying over which doesn't make sense. Its just that certain people made me realize a lot and made me react that way. I never really realized it but so much has changed with a lot of people. Many of them changed which again I rather not get into becuase'I'll end of crying. Today was a little better I got out school early from snow. Yah! I love snow. Then I got to take a nap before I started working on stuff for my exams. And now I'm talking to some of the greatest friends in the world. Without them I'd be lost. They made me feel really special. Thanks Brad and Justin. I was told that I should never be sad because I have yet to do anything wrong and that I said a horrible thing by saying that why I wonder anyone friends with me. they replied that that it was horrible to say and that I should shut up and that i'm one of the nicest people going and Brad added that its true snd that I'm one of his bestest friends and if I were mean or bad he wouldn't bother being friends with me. Which made me feel really special and before all that Justin asked me if I would be his friend and of course I said yes why not have another friend/ another person to talk to. Now I'm off to go study for exams.