I dunno anymore
Deeply confused anymore about anything. I don't know what's going on in my life anymore. Today was fun though got to hang out with Jen finally. LoL! We had a good time like always. First we went to the mall and then to Wendy's which was cool. Talked to Matt a little while we were there since I haven't talked to him in ages. So it was nice talking ot him and see what he's been up to like hitting a person with his door I think he said I got a kick out of that couldn't stop laughing just for the fact that I could see that happening to him. Then we went to Barnes and Nobles where I got book called Looking for Mr. Right. Which is a very funny/cute book. Then we went over Jen's for a little before I had to come home. All and all it was a good night and I'll I have to say is guys with mohawks Jen's taking applications if you are interested. LOL! j/k Jen. But I'll out for one for ya. Yea but like I said I'm deeply confused and I really don't know what to do anymore and sometimes I don't know who to believe anymore. I mean I trust like all of my friends so I do believe them but then there is a part of me that I dunno finds it hard to. It's just very confusing I don't know what to think anymore. And I don't want to think about it anymore I just wanna do whatever and not think. I want to foget about things but I can't I dunno it's just hard to explain. And guys don't make it any easier they make it harder. They kindof make me think a lot about myself like if there's something wrong with me. When I know there is nothing wrong with me it just makes me think that maybe there is. So I dunno I guess I'll go off somewhere and think so more or just go listen to music.