Sick of it.....

Nov 29, 2005 16:13

This has really been pissing me off lately, so....

I am sorry if i affend anyone in this, but it's my livejournal and i should be able to write anything i want in it.
I am getting really tired of having to explain myself to everyone! Its really fucking pathetic that i can't even hang out at my house with out my "friends" driving by and saying OMG, I can't believe she ditched us for chris!
1) I went home early because I made prior plans w/katie
2) I didn't feel good- I ate to much food
3) Katie ended up doing something else
4) I WAS at home, and YES chris did come over

I love those girls, but did you ever think that I didn't stay, just for the simple fact that they are always bitching hou i always hang out with him. Honestly, if you have nothing better to do than to talk shit about me.. then I am sorry for you. They dont realize that we have all changed this year. most of them party every weekend! And talk behind each others back all the damn time. Party, i dont give a shit. i am not going to hate you just cuz u "party"! I just prefer not to be a part of it. Sorry!

And another thing... I am sick of people accusing me of never wanting to hang out with them. they always say, you never call me anymore, why dont we ever hang out? But it goes both ways.. i never once have gotten a phone call asking me to hang out with any of them. But then againg that is my fault to! I am not going to hear people bitch at me anymore! If you have a problem with me, then i dont give a FUCK! But DON'T be nice to my face and talk shit behind my back, GOT IT? I am through trying to please people.

If Its any of your buisness YES chris is my best friend!YES he's always there for me, and thats good considering he lives 2 hours away! I would do anything for him, and i dont see what the big deal is. What just because he is a guy he can't be my best friend? You know you think people would be happy for me, seeing as how i have found aways to make a new best friend. I havent been able to say that about anyone since jenny passed away! I have a few good friends and only one best friend. And that's chris. so for all of you who don't like him.. or don't like me hanging out with him FUCK OFF!!!!!

I am really sick of hearing about it!!! I don't have to explain my life, or the reasons why i do what i do!

*~*Amber G*~*
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