Why Me?
I don't understand people at all. They tell you one thing and mean another.
You know I told myself over and over again that i wasn't going to do this to myself again. But I guess my heart overpassed my brain this time. At one point I thought i had a chance, now i no for a fact that it can never be.. and i am so sad.:( I have so many things that I want to say and i don't even know where to begin.
You know it is half my fault... i had my chance along time ago when this person told me how they felt. and i didnt know how to handle it because I WAS SCARED! well, i guess i will never even get the chance to try. This person means so much to me that i am just going to have to deal with the fact that we can be friends and only "friends". Because that's what they want, and i want them to be happy. I can't make someone like me, I did what i could and i thought i made it obvious, but i guess i wasn't clear enough. I am sorry! I think this one is going to be tougher than the first time, because this time my whole heart was in it. And we are such good freinds that i couldn't bear the fact that not talking to this person just because of them not feeling the same way.
I can't talk anymore... cuz its just making me cry.. so I guess if u wanna talk then just give me a call. i will be Okay...... Eventually.
Dont't feel bad.... you know who u are. it's not ur fault.. i dont have any hard feelings against u. In fact, let's just forget that i even liked you. cuz it will be 10 times easier in the end.:)
You know I told myself over and over again that i wasn't going to do this to myself again. But I guess my heart overpassed my brain this time. At one point I thought i had a chance, now i no for a fact that it can never be.. and i am so sad.:( I have so many things that I want to say and i don't even know where to begin.
You know it is half my fault... i had my chance along time ago when this person told me how they felt. and i didnt know how to handle it because I WAS SCARED! well, i guess i will never even get the chance to try. This person means so much to me that i am just going to have to deal with the fact that we can be friends and only "friends". Because that's what they want, and i want them to be happy. I can't make someone like me, I did what i could and i thought i made it obvious, but i guess i wasn't clear enough. I am sorry! I think this one is going to be tougher than the first time, because this time my whole heart was in it. And we are such good freinds that i couldn't bear the fact that not talking to this person just because of them not feeling the same way.
I can't talk anymore... cuz its just making me cry.. so I guess if u wanna talk then just give me a call. i will be Okay...... Eventually.
Dont't feel bad.... you know who u are. it's not ur fault.. i dont have any hard feelings against u. In fact, let's just forget that i even liked you. cuz it will be 10 times easier in the end.:)