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man. my grandpa died jan of 2001 but i still feel like it was yesterday and with my grandma here its just bringing back all these sad feelings. i miss him so much and i just feel like bursting in tears right now but cant cuz my grandma will see me and she too might get upset. we just finished talking about my grandpa and all. i believe i look like him and it made me happy when she said i had a lot of grillo in me. because i want to be just like my grandpa. arg i miss him so much eep. already said that. dammit tears are in my eyes and my throat is all choked up. well g2g before i start to cry