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thanks apryl , thats helped vent a littl steam.
i was just thinking about everything ive done in my life and i have realized how hard i try in life never to be the bitch in any situation.
Everything has to be on my terms and i cant lose any Diginity, i cant be the one thats gonna get walked on ..EVER..i cant be the one thats on some elses terms ...Ever. i Carry myself with my REAL emotions nice and deep from the people. 2 years ago when i was in a pretty bad depression i kept myself from believing it myself. It has hurt me in situations before, because shit gets pent up and the next thing you know you let up on someone who doesnt deserve the shit that they didnt cause, or you punch a wall in anger and your knuckle breaks. and i really dont have much to show for all the this , cept for a distrust of people and a distrust of my Actions at times. But i am proud, and for whats its worth i value it alot.
i ahve more deep thoughts on my mind ....but those will come later.
"I met her a club, her friend liked me but she didn't
She noticed a lot of girls giving up their phone digits
She didn't wanna be one of those hoes
In clothes exploiting her body from head to toes
She had glossy lips she was swaying her hips
On the dance floor and every nigga's flashing her grip
Trying to impress her in vain she gave no play
Niggaz hit her up for numbers and she said no way
I thought to myself let it go and roll on, B
But like Smokey said she really had a hold on me
I couldn't stop staring I started to fantasize with her
Voices in my head said she's tantalizing ya
Even if I moved to the other side of the party
I had pictures in my head of her moving that body
I was beside myself with hunger pain
So I slowly walked over and I asked her name" - Cypress Hill
i was just thinking about everything ive done in my life and i have realized how hard i try in life never to be the bitch in any situation.
Everything has to be on my terms and i cant lose any Diginity, i cant be the one thats gonna get walked on ..EVER..i cant be the one thats on some elses terms ...Ever. i Carry myself with my REAL emotions nice and deep from the people. 2 years ago when i was in a pretty bad depression i kept myself from believing it myself. It has hurt me in situations before, because shit gets pent up and the next thing you know you let up on someone who doesnt deserve the shit that they didnt cause, or you punch a wall in anger and your knuckle breaks. and i really dont have much to show for all the this , cept for a distrust of people and a distrust of my Actions at times. But i am proud, and for whats its worth i value it alot.
i ahve more deep thoughts on my mind ....but those will come later.
"I met her a club, her friend liked me but she didn't
She noticed a lot of girls giving up their phone digits
She didn't wanna be one of those hoes
In clothes exploiting her body from head to toes
She had glossy lips she was swaying her hips
On the dance floor and every nigga's flashing her grip
Trying to impress her in vain she gave no play
Niggaz hit her up for numbers and she said no way
I thought to myself let it go and roll on, B
But like Smokey said she really had a hold on me
I couldn't stop staring I started to fantasize with her
Voices in my head said she's tantalizing ya
Even if I moved to the other side of the party
I had pictures in my head of her moving that body
I was beside myself with hunger pain
So I slowly walked over and I asked her name" - Cypress Hill