This past Saturday.
Little things i should have said and done
i just never took the time
But you are always on my mind...
i had been so excited that we had just booked with the custom ring designer when i was hit with the news. And the question kept coming back to me - why is it that i gained a ring and she had to lose part of her finger?? :'( And tonight, as i cleaned up after Chubs (my 3 year old Netherland dwarf bunny), i kept trying to relive where i was at 5pm on Friday. i think i went to Eaton's with my coworker after work and was then picked up by the fiancé. We had somewhere to go, i think, but where? Finally, i remembered we had gone to check out the wedding invitations place in Chinatown. i wish i hadn't told her i was too busy to visit on Thursday, i really wish i wasn't so wrapped up in my own rush to meet the "June deadline". i wish our age difference wasn't so big and we were in the same stage in life and closer together. i wish i had tried harder before i was engaged and you were here..... and i wish i was more independent and would drive my butt to Cambridge to sleepover like you've asked me to time and again :'( You really mean as much to me as he does, if not more, and yet i never made the time..... i wish i could've done more to protect you, to love you :'(
i just never took the time
But you are always on my mind...
i had been so excited that we had just booked with the custom ring designer when i was hit with the news. And the question kept coming back to me - why is it that i gained a ring and she had to lose part of her finger?? :'( And tonight, as i cleaned up after Chubs (my 3 year old Netherland dwarf bunny), i kept trying to relive where i was at 5pm on Friday. i think i went to Eaton's with my coworker after work and was then picked up by the fiancé. We had somewhere to go, i think, but where? Finally, i remembered we had gone to check out the wedding invitations place in Chinatown. i wish i hadn't told her i was too busy to visit on Thursday, i really wish i wasn't so wrapped up in my own rush to meet the "June deadline". i wish our age difference wasn't so big and we were in the same stage in life and closer together. i wish i had tried harder before i was engaged and you were here..... and i wish i was more independent and would drive my butt to Cambridge to sleepover like you've asked me to time and again :'( You really mean as much to me as he does, if not more, and yet i never made the time..... i wish i could've done more to protect you, to love you :'(