wondering....

Apr 09, 2003 10:14

What the hell am I good for anyway?
What is my life worth?

~Sometimes I wish I would just ask....
I hate to cry in front of you
but the tears just seem to fall.
so as we lay in bed alone
I wonder why you never ask why?
Doesn't it bother you?
Doesn't it bother you to know that I'm not happy?
why wouldnt you want to know what is wrong?
do you think that it....fuck I don't know

So you love me....
just what is it that you love about me?
is there anything to love about me...
besides the obvious...

I wish so much that I could talk about things
things that I think about
good, bad, sad, crazy or whatever....
anybody that knows me well
knows I think a lot
but your simple "yeah"
I'm sorry, it just doesnt make my thoughts feel welcome

~We are so very different in a way that I wish we were not~
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