Mar 25, 2003 01:03
I'm still growing up,
not quite sure where I'm headed.
I can nolonger find the words to describe,
the way I feel anymore.
I've opened myself to a new life,
but everywhere I turn there's a closed door.
I guess life's like a huge obstacle,
full of things to explore.
This place hurts me so bad though,
I don't want to be here anymore.
My idea of life...
it's all a great big game,
"we the people"
we're all just the pieces,
waiting to get played.
I never asked to be here,
in this world that is supposed to be so great.
So why the hell cant I do it my way?
What makes me have to do what the fuck you say?
Oh this world smirks at me,
as it sees me struggling to get by.
If I cant live my life,
the way I want to live my life,
I want to die.