utterly confused
have you ever had that moment in your life when you need someone the MOST and no1's there? thats how i am right now...
i need sum1 to talk to about my state of utter confusion and just feeling of being completely lost in life. I dont know what im doing anymore. i have goals and dreams but im not completely sure if they are mine, or everyone elses BUT mine. your prolly wondering where this is coming from.... but right now i just need to get thoughts out. im so lost i feel like just breaking down in tears and then see what comes of it. i'm a senior, which means next year i'm going of to college, into the "real world" and i dont know what im doing for my future. i've said since 4th grade i've wanted to be a journalist but now that i've taken 2yrs of journalism i'm not quite sure if its really what i want to do. people/students change their minds all the time...but w/ me i've been pretty set on my dream of becoming a famous journalist and writing books for teens... but i'm just not sure anymore. what brought this confusion on..i'm not sure
. i need meg, heather, monique, and/or trev but everyone has their own troubles. i'd HATE to bother anyone w/ MY worries. i'm like that though.. i dont like "spreading" my problems around {although i know im contradicting myself by writing ALL this here...mleh
}, i'd rather just solve them for myself but this time it seems so incredibly hard...
*extremly bummed and confused*
i <3 trev