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yesterday--
did alot of nothing.. hung around, and decorated the tree mostly.. pretty boring.. then got into an arguement kind of with my sister because idk.. long story.. rather not talk about it.. umm.. what else.. idk just basicall did crap around the house because i know that if i don't do it, it'll never ever get done and im the only one who does anything around the house because my mom is always in front of the computer and my sister is never home and even when she is she doesnt do ONE thing to help around here.. i love it.. im 15 and i get treated like a maid service.. yippie.. chest pain started to hurt a little.. actually alot last night.. then yeah.. idk.. just random crap going on i guess..
today--
this morning, woke up at 6:06 so i had like 14 min to get ready.. got up, got a phone call or 3, washed the face, brushed the teeth, found some clothes, did my hair and bam out the door.. so im walkin up to the bus and i feel this weird feeling in my stomach.. yep.. effin pills again.. i get on the bus and i figure ok it wont be that bad.. yea.. i was def. wrong.. i almost threw up on the bus this morning.. i got SOOOOO pale, and i starting shaking and getting really really shaky and sweaty and whatnot.. i felt like i was goin to just throw up.. it was so bad.. then 1st period i was ok for the first like 20 minutes, then when i smelt food i got that feeling in my stomach again so i had to stop and sit down.. holy god.. it was KILLING me.. i so badly just wanted to go home.. but i had to be there for some group B/S 4th period.. so i had to stick it out.. so then i was fine after like 10 min of just sitting there with my head on the table in cooking.. then after that i had like a pretzel because i didnt wanna eat that much.. then 2nd period i saw Tom and then we took more gay notes on a chapter that is really confusing to me.. i hate it with a passion.. thank god its short.. didnt really do anything else, then 3rd period came rollin along and i worked on the project for my history class so thats all done and finalized and what not.. umm what else, oh yeah JP is mad at me.. yanno i love how all of these people are getting so mad at me and jumping down my throat.. i LOVE it.. but anyway.. so0o umm 4th period did nothing.. was like half asleep as usual, and worked with my stupid group.. im praying to god that Nick did a pretty good research paper, or that Kyle didn't go to point so he could've done it.. i did my damn part.. its about time other people started pullin their weight in the damn group.. then after school i got a phone call from Andrew, and he said he wanted to hang out so i was like hmm i havent seen him in awhile.. yep im going.. so we went to the mall and i exchanged Tom's gift for something else, and i hope he likes this better.. and i got him something else too, but i dont exactly know if he's gonna like that =\.. oh well.. so then after the mall we went back to his house and idk.. it was for like 20-30 min at the most.. then he drove me home.. and then we stopped on pitney lane and i got so scared.. i didnt know what the hell he was doing.. and he kept pulling me out of the car and i got really nervous and he said go sit in the drivers seat.. so i did =).. i learned the basics of driving a stick shift car today.. he said i did better than one of his other friends who has their license so i guess im just good.. i guess?.. idk but it was actually fun.. i didn't want to take my foot off the gas.. and i know im gonna be a really bad driver because i NEVER look at the speedometer lol.. im gonna be doin 80 in a 50.. sounds good.. then i came home and we just hung out here for like an hour and then i got in the shower and called Tom afterwards.. yepp.. that was my day..
love you Tom
x0 . pammy . 0x
did alot of nothing.. hung around, and decorated the tree mostly.. pretty boring.. then got into an arguement kind of with my sister because idk.. long story.. rather not talk about it.. umm.. what else.. idk just basicall did crap around the house because i know that if i don't do it, it'll never ever get done and im the only one who does anything around the house because my mom is always in front of the computer and my sister is never home and even when she is she doesnt do ONE thing to help around here.. i love it.. im 15 and i get treated like a maid service.. yippie.. chest pain started to hurt a little.. actually alot last night.. then yeah.. idk.. just random crap going on i guess..
today--
this morning, woke up at 6:06 so i had like 14 min to get ready.. got up, got a phone call or 3, washed the face, brushed the teeth, found some clothes, did my hair and bam out the door.. so im walkin up to the bus and i feel this weird feeling in my stomach.. yep.. effin pills again.. i get on the bus and i figure ok it wont be that bad.. yea.. i was def. wrong.. i almost threw up on the bus this morning.. i got SOOOOO pale, and i starting shaking and getting really really shaky and sweaty and whatnot.. i felt like i was goin to just throw up.. it was so bad.. then 1st period i was ok for the first like 20 minutes, then when i smelt food i got that feeling in my stomach again so i had to stop and sit down.. holy god.. it was KILLING me.. i so badly just wanted to go home.. but i had to be there for some group B/S 4th period.. so i had to stick it out.. so then i was fine after like 10 min of just sitting there with my head on the table in cooking.. then after that i had like a pretzel because i didnt wanna eat that much.. then 2nd period i saw Tom and then we took more gay notes on a chapter that is really confusing to me.. i hate it with a passion.. thank god its short.. didnt really do anything else, then 3rd period came rollin along and i worked on the project for my history class so thats all done and finalized and what not.. umm what else, oh yeah JP is mad at me.. yanno i love how all of these people are getting so mad at me and jumping down my throat.. i LOVE it.. but anyway.. so0o umm 4th period did nothing.. was like half asleep as usual, and worked with my stupid group.. im praying to god that Nick did a pretty good research paper, or that Kyle didn't go to point so he could've done it.. i did my damn part.. its about time other people started pullin their weight in the damn group.. then after school i got a phone call from Andrew, and he said he wanted to hang out so i was like hmm i havent seen him in awhile.. yep im going.. so we went to the mall and i exchanged Tom's gift for something else, and i hope he likes this better.. and i got him something else too, but i dont exactly know if he's gonna like that =\.. oh well.. so then after the mall we went back to his house and idk.. it was for like 20-30 min at the most.. then he drove me home.. and then we stopped on pitney lane and i got so scared.. i didnt know what the hell he was doing.. and he kept pulling me out of the car and i got really nervous and he said go sit in the drivers seat.. so i did =).. i learned the basics of driving a stick shift car today.. he said i did better than one of his other friends who has their license so i guess im just good.. i guess?.. idk but it was actually fun.. i didn't want to take my foot off the gas.. and i know im gonna be a really bad driver because i NEVER look at the speedometer lol.. im gonna be doin 80 in a 50.. sounds good.. then i came home and we just hung out here for like an hour and then i got in the shower and called Tom afterwards.. yepp.. that was my day..
love you Tom
x0 . pammy . 0x