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Nov 21, 2004 10:43

Friday--

went to school, and first period we ate our apple pie.. it was so good.. and then we just sat around and did nothing and just talked.. and i got really upset because someone told me something and i just wanted to die so i took the pass out and i cried.. 2nd period i dont remember what we did.. just took more notes and crap.. yippie.. and then 3rd period i just got really really upset because of everything.. and i just came in the room i sat down and i cried.. i hated it.. thnx stacey, JP, and Kim<33.. then i did some work kind of.. then i went to 4th period.. and we had a sub.. he smiled too much.. it was kind of annoying.. and then we went to the library to go do more research on our research project.. i just sat there and talked to Kyle.. thanks Kyle.. then i came home and talked to Tom for a little and then he came over and idk.. we were both upset at first because we didnt know what to think.. i didnt even know what to think.. let alone say.. so at first it was just really weird and i gues akwards.. then after a while it got better.. i can honestly say that Friday night was the best time in 8 months that ive spent with Tom.. it really was.. we watched TV, listened to music, went on the computer, took a walk, and then fell asleep.. then he left and i went back to sleep for awhile and then my sister came in and told me to get up because we were going to my dads.. so i got up and moved myself to the car and then we headed up to my dads house.. we got there at like 1:40..

Sat--
woke up at like 11 or so and did nothing.. absolutely nothing.. as usual.. just layed around and ate kind of and watched TV.. then we got ready to leave and i got hungry so me and my sister stopped for mcdonalds.. then we got home and jess just left because she was running late for work.. so i came home and tried to make some plans and i ended up going to Barts house.. his parents werent home so we couldve gotten away with alot of things.. but oh well.. it was Bart, Joe, Janice, Nicole, Tom and Me.. we watched Fight Club.. at first i was perfectly fine.. and then idk i started to think about things and where it happened and it was just weird.. and upsetting so i got blah and all that.. idk.. so i didn't really have as much fun as i wanted to after a little bit.. Joe fell out of the chair looking for my cellphone and broke his hip.. sorry about that Joe!!.. and yeah.. then i colored in Bart's phone.. i like coloring things when im at his house.. dont ask why.. then the girls left.. the Tom left.. then i left with Tom.. and yeah then i came home and talked to melanie for a little while.. it was a good talk.. im glad me and her are still at least friends.. even if we dont talk all that much.. we still do.. extremely happy for her and Joe.. i really really am.. i wish them the best of luck with little Hunter..

Today-- i have no idea what i'm doing but i wanna go out and at least do something.. but i doubt it.. hmm.. idk.. whatever.. it's only 11 in the morning.. things could change..

i love you Tom <33

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