Tripping on a hole in a paper heart
This weekend raced by. I helped Anne and Paul move their things this weekend.. their new side looks so good, it makes me want to build a house from scratch just so I can pick out awesome lighting and cool accessories. I even like the carpeting and that's something I can never find that I like. She's just got some awesome taste. She definitely should have been an interior designer rather than a gym owner. Well.. it's never too late.
Once again, school is going really well. I'm surprised that i'm so calm and collect this semester. I'm just doing this one day at a time and as hard and as much as I am working my friggen keister off, i'm just not stressed out. So maybe this is it, maybe this is my big break. It's all i've wanted, and finally I think it's within my reach. I just have to get through this crazy summer and i'll be all set. Thank goodness for financial aid or my ass and its next two years worth of earning would be out the window.
I went into BBB today. It's still the same, which is so scary. But I realized that I really do miss it, and I would actually like to go back. Maybe over the summer I will apply, and do what all them college kids do every year. Work for the summer and breaks, and then call it quits for the school year. I guess it seems like the reasonable thing to do. My job at the gym really is so convenient and it's hassle free when I'm in school, so i'm going to keep this job as long as I can.
Paul and Anne want to drop the price for us too because they still want us to move in. At least I know for sure that it will be until at least April or May before we WOULD move in, and I am confident that if I could pull this off with school, and I can pull it off with work. So we will see how my grades for this semester rack up, and I will make my decision then. They are willing to hold on for us, so I am willing to at least weigh out my options and think of all things possible in making this happen.
I miss Melissa and Danielle. I love seeing Melissa at school now, it feels like we never left our Junior and Senior years. I never want to go back to high school, but I'd love to actually have the time to go out and hang out all the time..... Times have changed, which sucks, but it's all a part of life I guess. No holding on to what was, but just climbing towards what can be. I think i'm done with being all metaphorical.
Actuallly, I think i'm ready for bed. This is late for me because i'm an old lady that's usually in bed by 10:30 on school nights. HAH.
So long, goodnight <3
Once again, school is going really well. I'm surprised that i'm so calm and collect this semester. I'm just doing this one day at a time and as hard and as much as I am working my friggen keister off, i'm just not stressed out. So maybe this is it, maybe this is my big break. It's all i've wanted, and finally I think it's within my reach. I just have to get through this crazy summer and i'll be all set. Thank goodness for financial aid or my ass and its next two years worth of earning would be out the window.
I went into BBB today. It's still the same, which is so scary. But I realized that I really do miss it, and I would actually like to go back. Maybe over the summer I will apply, and do what all them college kids do every year. Work for the summer and breaks, and then call it quits for the school year. I guess it seems like the reasonable thing to do. My job at the gym really is so convenient and it's hassle free when I'm in school, so i'm going to keep this job as long as I can.
Paul and Anne want to drop the price for us too because they still want us to move in. At least I know for sure that it will be until at least April or May before we WOULD move in, and I am confident that if I could pull this off with school, and I can pull it off with work. So we will see how my grades for this semester rack up, and I will make my decision then. They are willing to hold on for us, so I am willing to at least weigh out my options and think of all things possible in making this happen.
I miss Melissa and Danielle. I love seeing Melissa at school now, it feels like we never left our Junior and Senior years. I never want to go back to high school, but I'd love to actually have the time to go out and hang out all the time..... Times have changed, which sucks, but it's all a part of life I guess. No holding on to what was, but just climbing towards what can be. I think i'm done with being all metaphorical.
Actuallly, I think i'm ready for bed. This is late for me because i'm an old lady that's usually in bed by 10:30 on school nights. HAH.
So long, goodnight <3