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Have you ever relized something and hated yourself for relizing.
Like you know what you have to do now but you dont want to at all. Cause maybe your making it all up?
I dont know what to do anymore I havent felt this bad in a long time. Im tring so hard to be normal and happy but obviously its not working. I did something today that I havent done in a long time.
I finally started crying again only now I cant stop. I think Im slowly going insane. I just want to live in a nut house and meet a nice boy there so we can be crazy togther.
ihatemyselfsomuchrightnow.
xomegan