Nov 05, 2003 22:14
I like thinking these thoughts that make me cry.
I love talking to boys that say nice things and make me happier. I love it when people call me.
I hate not seeing my sister.
I dont want to goto school anymore.
I wanna say Im done with it all and just stop.
I need to go take pictures so I can clear my mind.
Lately I havent wanted to be around anyone. especially you.
I cant stop thinking about you. I only wanna see you.
I confuse myself.
I think im gonna throw up
Ive gotten a headache every day this week.
I cried for the first time in a month today.
I havent told anyone why.
I havent told anyone how much this is killing me.
I wish I trusted people and I could talk to them
I wish she would just go away.
I wish my math teacher would not ever come back.
I ahd to pay for a cherry I ate at work today
Im really dumb adn I cant figure out why you even talk to me.
Im not a pretty girl.
I dont need to be rescued.
I dont need you.
I want you.
I wanna be older.
It seems like no one will ever understand me.
I cant take life.
Im giving up.