Mar 07, 2005 11:25
Well Im finally getting to talk to Ryan since he's moved on Friday. He's called me 2ce and I called him once, and now we're talking online. I already miss him so much, and it hurts so badly that I didnt even get to give him a hug goodbye, or tell him goodbye really or anything. He just moved so suddenly. But at least we're talking. I suppose we're broken up, cuz of the distance and everything. But I hope we can just talk and everything, and see what happens later on, if he comes back ever or anything. I dont know, I knew it was too perfect to actually happen.
I know I'll get over it eventually, just right now im not ready to.
On another note, im still sick, getting better though, and Megan..It wasnt mono! Yay! HOPEFULLY I'll be back in school tomarrow, but I kinda doubt it. Idk.
<3<3 buh bye.
Where are you, and Im so sorry.
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight, I need somebody and always.
This sick strange darkness, comes creeping on so haunting every time
...Like indecision to call you. And hear your voice of treason.
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
I miss you, I miss you.