Hell

[sweet_thang17]

I am in fucking hell. The one girl that I love is being a bitch to me. I wanna be with Lindsay so much. And she says she wants to be with me then says we're not together. This is hell. I cry every night because of her. I miss her so much. I would do anything to be with her. She thinks that I am in love with Joy. Well FUCK JOY! She is a bitch.

Comments

OMG are you for real?

[justbecuz0110]

omg are you for real? matt you are pathetic to say that you want to kill yourself over me? i mean i fell in love with you for you... and the guy i fell inlove with never even thought of killing himself ever the thought new crossed his mind because he was stronger than that... this will soon fly by and you'll fall in love again if not several times and you will forget all about me. hun... do yourself a favor and go get laid and have some fun before you ruin your adolesence as a freebird by setteling down too soon. okay you'll never learn till you make the mistakes... and matt this is one of them. im not saying that you and me was a mistake.. just that the way everything ended and between was.. and you move on and learn from them... its simple... i mean like i always say "once you love someone you can never fall out of love with them" its forever, which includes you dont have to be with them to love them... im sorry that i hurt you so much i was that i was so confused, i mean i loved you but there was still some eploring that i wanted to do i mean i have to have new expierences to uncover and what not... and i cant do that if im tied down... and yet im still very young... i may have lived the life of a 34 year old but i still need the room to run. and yet in my mind so do you. your friend was right, you got over echo , fell head over heels in love with joy and got over her really quick, if you let yourself you can do that with me too. i mean i would really like it if we could keep intouch i mean if you really love someone you cant get rid of them... and i would like to be able to call you on your birthday and say a friendly greeting.. and go on... but thats all on you hun, i just really care about you and your welbeing... hey your back home with your friends and you can go back to school and have the time of your life and stop crying about me... im just a speed bump may be bumpy but you'll get over it... lol im sorry im really stoned but i think i made my point clearly *(i hope)* well good luck in the future and live...
Lindsay Danielle Ogletree
kurtcobainchick0110@yahoo.com