benny
i love my wonderful boyfriend, benny so so so sooooooooooo much!!! he is seriousely the one that keeps me going. he is what gets me through the day because i get to look forward to seeing him. i honestly dont kno what i woud do with out him. he has been there for me for everything and he actually understands me.he has given me a totally different outlook on life and i have learned so much from him. i am in love and let me tell you it feels great! lol...i have actually loved him for a while now but i was too afraid to admit it till about a couple weeks ago..i was afraid of getting my heart broken. i was afraid of letting him get close to me then leaving me. cuz that is what has happend to me my whole life, i get close to someone and they leave me wether its physically like i never see them again or they just arent there for me anymore but ben so far hasnt left me and i thank god everyday for him. he is such a blessing.everything that ive gone through in the past now has suddenly become clear that everything really does happen for a reason.i think back to last year and i realize that if some of the bad things that happened, never happened then i may have never fell in love with ben. sure i may have gone out with him but not fell in love. but yea anyways i love benny with all my heart hes all i could ever ask for and i hope that we stay together for a longgg time..and if not that... then forever...