Dec 21, 2005 16:34
For some reason im feeling overwhelmingly lonely and I dont know why...I dont think im depressed or any thing like that and I have a ton of friends and a few really close ones that I can talk to, but yet on the same hand I cant turn to them either...I have this one friend and I love her very much but shes moving away to mongolia and I have no Idea when, so my nerves are on end about my best friend leaving (we dont consider each other best friends but we really are)...sigh..I need company but dont want it...I dont feel like being bothered with frivolous chit chat...My mom say that being lonely is not always a bad thing and that maybe I need a break...maybe I need to get laid...Maybe I need a fucking hug....