Downer
Nobody reads this. It's just my personal space. So I'm in a downer type of mood again. I think I've been more down than up in a long while... I force myself to be happy-go-lucky at work, but I've just got this ache in my heart. I feel so alone and I still can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. Do you ever have the feeling that you're going to die alone? Completely worthless? Unloved...