i have a livejournal?? lol
hey
wow i forgot i had this. but im really happy i do cause SO much has happend you have n idea. i got a CAR. A NEW CAR. a Mazda3 its silver and oh so cute.
life kinda sucks right now. i cant explain it all but ill try
first off matt and camila are going out!!! so cute
i DEFF dont like jordan anymore..
annd COREY and KATRINA are going out. wierd but ok i guess. hes not the same corey..EVERYONE knows that lol
for now im just going to be tina and figure some stuff out..
but the one this thats been bothering me SOOOOOOO much is one of my friends.. well i guess not anymore. i dont really get what happend freshman year she was like my only real friend and now she hates me.i understand i messed up REAL bad with this kid she use to like and i started to like him and i didnt tell her about it. i think that is where it started. cause there was a point where everyone was mad that "us four" hung out. but now EVERYONE is doing it and no one gets mad. but w.e thats over with.
so anyway i thought things were pretty normal between me and her but then one day i wanted to tell her really quick that i got a ticket and she gave me a HUGE attitude. and i got really offended cause i didnt mean to interupt or for her to feel sorry.. i just wanted to tell her..all i wanted was im sorry from her cause that hurt me ALOT. so from then on i feel like she HATES me. and ppl are saying its cause im freinds with her BF . but i know her, and she knows me and him are ONLY going to be friends.i would NEVER do that to her again (wether she hates me or not). my mom constantly asks about her. and it sucks cause im really sorry. if you read this im SO sorry for all the pain i caused you. i was probably the worst friend on the planet and i realize that. but try to understand i NEVER ment to hurt you intentionally. never. whether you believe me or not..
ive changed SO much from the begginig of the year and i guess i matured..not really sure lol cause im still pretty gay sometimes. but all i want, more than ANYTHIGN is to have great friends. and to be one too . and i want to prove to you that i can be one. and i wish you can give me another shot. but if you honestly hate me i get it and im sorry.
its just even when we were friends after all that happend i STILL felt you didnt like me deep inside.
well i guess theres nothing left to say but i miss you. i miss so much being your BFF and you being mine. our CRAZY bubble boy night. im sorry for all the trouble i caused and i hope we can start over.
well now the next step is to say that to her. eek
everyone who reads this cherish your friends because after it ALL, they are the ONLY ones who will stay by you.
i appriciate you all <3
i wish i could start this year over. im so not ready for college anyway =)
sooo SpRiNg BrEaK..
it was OOOk not the best.. i hated those nights with nothing to do.
oh an im SO SICK OF PARTIES. i know alot of you are lol (jackie) we did that too much this break and it got old :/
today was our fist day of school and it went by pretty fast. for me at least. then kaitlyn forgot her celll phone so i had to drive to her house(on the way home) and ask he rif she wnated to get ice cream. i kinda scared her lol.
so we went to baskin robins where Matias gave me this HUMONGOUS ice cream. seriously it was freaking HUGE. and gave me a discount. thanks by the way :)
got home and tanned outside till there was no more sun.. and jumped in the below freezing pool
ALL BY MYSLEF. its been like that alot. cause my mom is sick and at the hospital alot.
thats another story ill tell you about sometime later..
OH YEAAAA i got a jobbbbbbbb
yess TINA got A JOB at Puma.
im SOOOOO excited to start working. especially cause sabrina works there. its going to be SO freaking AWESOME.
well time to eat..
ill write again soon.. i think
Peace and crackers
tina<3
wow i forgot i had this. but im really happy i do cause SO much has happend you have n idea. i got a CAR. A NEW CAR. a Mazda3 its silver and oh so cute.
life kinda sucks right now. i cant explain it all but ill try
first off matt and camila are going out!!! so cute
i DEFF dont like jordan anymore..
annd COREY and KATRINA are going out. wierd but ok i guess. hes not the same corey..EVERYONE knows that lol
for now im just going to be tina and figure some stuff out..
but the one this thats been bothering me SOOOOOOO much is one of my friends.. well i guess not anymore. i dont really get what happend freshman year she was like my only real friend and now she hates me.i understand i messed up REAL bad with this kid she use to like and i started to like him and i didnt tell her about it. i think that is where it started. cause there was a point where everyone was mad that "us four" hung out. but now EVERYONE is doing it and no one gets mad. but w.e thats over with.
so anyway i thought things were pretty normal between me and her but then one day i wanted to tell her really quick that i got a ticket and she gave me a HUGE attitude. and i got really offended cause i didnt mean to interupt or for her to feel sorry.. i just wanted to tell her..all i wanted was im sorry from her cause that hurt me ALOT. so from then on i feel like she HATES me. and ppl are saying its cause im freinds with her BF . but i know her, and she knows me and him are ONLY going to be friends.i would NEVER do that to her again (wether she hates me or not). my mom constantly asks about her. and it sucks cause im really sorry. if you read this im SO sorry for all the pain i caused you. i was probably the worst friend on the planet and i realize that. but try to understand i NEVER ment to hurt you intentionally. never. whether you believe me or not..
ive changed SO much from the begginig of the year and i guess i matured..not really sure lol cause im still pretty gay sometimes. but all i want, more than ANYTHIGN is to have great friends. and to be one too . and i want to prove to you that i can be one. and i wish you can give me another shot. but if you honestly hate me i get it and im sorry.
its just even when we were friends after all that happend i STILL felt you didnt like me deep inside.
well i guess theres nothing left to say but i miss you. i miss so much being your BFF and you being mine. our CRAZY bubble boy night. im sorry for all the trouble i caused and i hope we can start over.
well now the next step is to say that to her. eek
everyone who reads this cherish your friends because after it ALL, they are the ONLY ones who will stay by you.
i appriciate you all <3
i wish i could start this year over. im so not ready for college anyway =)
sooo SpRiNg BrEaK..
it was OOOk not the best.. i hated those nights with nothing to do.
oh an im SO SICK OF PARTIES. i know alot of you are lol (jackie) we did that too much this break and it got old :/
today was our fist day of school and it went by pretty fast. for me at least. then kaitlyn forgot her celll phone so i had to drive to her house(on the way home) and ask he rif she wnated to get ice cream. i kinda scared her lol.
so we went to baskin robins where Matias gave me this HUMONGOUS ice cream. seriously it was freaking HUGE. and gave me a discount. thanks by the way :)
got home and tanned outside till there was no more sun.. and jumped in the below freezing pool
ALL BY MYSLEF. its been like that alot. cause my mom is sick and at the hospital alot.
thats another story ill tell you about sometime later..
OH YEAAAA i got a jobbbbbbbb
yess TINA got A JOB at Puma.
im SOOOOO excited to start working. especially cause sabrina works there. its going to be SO freaking AWESOME.
well time to eat..
ill write again soon.. i think
Peace and crackers
tina<3