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everything seems to constantly backfire on me.
nothing ever goes as planned. i tend to somehow always screw everything up.
i think too much with my brain, and probably too much with my heart as well.
i say things i shouldn't... and my honestly really gets me no where, except into trouble.
i am pretty sure life is backfiring on me right now.
i am one sad, complicated mess...
(in between moments where i am forget and am just myself.)
all i am trying to do is make choices based on where my heart and my head (when they agree) lead me... sometimes it's forward, and sometimes it's backwards, and sometimes the choices i make are just wrong altogether.
but i'm only human right... so i'm allowed to make mistakes?
nothing ever goes as planned. i tend to somehow always screw everything up.
i think too much with my brain, and probably too much with my heart as well.
i say things i shouldn't... and my honestly really gets me no where, except into trouble.
i am pretty sure life is backfiring on me right now.
i am one sad, complicated mess...
(in between moments where i am forget and am just myself.)
all i am trying to do is make choices based on where my heart and my head (when they agree) lead me... sometimes it's forward, and sometimes it's backwards, and sometimes the choices i make are just wrong altogether.
but i'm only human right... so i'm allowed to make mistakes?