(no subject)
we're not very interested in one another, are we?
i feel like "friends" is just a cute word to describe what we might have been at one time.
but for some reason... it's not the same anymore.
i don't know if it's your fault. or mine.
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i am having motivation issues. i am so intimidated with what might come out of mind and through my hand. where do i start? how do i start when i am afraid to finish? finishing is enivitable.
there is so much work. and never enough time.
there is so much i want to do.
i am already 1/4 of my way through the year... and october has only just begun.
thank god my headaches have eased up... because just two week ago, everything felt even more impossible than it feels now.
(if you haven't read sylvia plath... you should. she is intriguing.)
i feel like "friends" is just a cute word to describe what we might have been at one time.
but for some reason... it's not the same anymore.
i don't know if it's your fault. or mine.
---
i am having motivation issues. i am so intimidated with what might come out of mind and through my hand. where do i start? how do i start when i am afraid to finish? finishing is enivitable.
there is so much work. and never enough time.
there is so much i want to do.
i am already 1/4 of my way through the year... and october has only just begun.
thank god my headaches have eased up... because just two week ago, everything felt even more impossible than it feels now.
(if you haven't read sylvia plath... you should. she is intriguing.)