Aug 15, 2006 17:43
Life is nuts.
I'm going nuts.
I'm incredibly at peace, and at the same time I feel like my brain is running in 123 different directions.
I feel close to God, yet like the silliest girl on Earth.
I just want to breathe.
Move to a cabin on a lake.
With my vanilla incense.
And breathe.
I need a vacation from summer.
I need a chance to step back and think about where I'm at.
I need to pray.
To live and cry and sob and laugh.
I just need You, God.
I do.
I want You to be my husband. My one and only.
Oh that is so the cry of my heart.
Love,
steph.