two songs i wrote
deep breaths
heavey breathing
but all i hear
is my heart
thats beating
its too loud
for my own good
im guessing
you were right
and its time
that i give up
because no one
could ever love me
because no one
ever loves a girl
whose too drunk
to care and to kiss
but shes secretly
troubled and sober
lifes so much easier
when you dont
have to care
*
youll find my body
calm and restless
nothing too unusual
besides the note
pinned to my chest
with the dagger
through my heart
no more rhythmatic heartbeat
oh what will you dance to now?
youll finally realize
how much you really needed me
youll read the note
written in my best writing
"and all i ever wanted
was to hear that
i was beautiful
in your eyes
and that i am
all youll ever need"
and thats when you were ready
to admit it to the world
too bad its too late
youll have to find some other beat
to grieve me in
*
yeah ive kinda been depressed lately if thats not too obvious. haha.