anxiety
you know those anxiety dreams that people have, where all their teeth fall out or they show up at work/school totally naked? i don't have those dreams. what i mean is that, i do have anxiety dreams, just not those ones.
two nights ago i dreamed that i was cutting paper with my good sewing scissors. i knew i had already destroyed them by cutting paper in the first place, but i was so hoping that no one would ever know. there was someone in the room with me, while i was cutting paper with my good sewing scissors and i swore them to secrecy. "don't ever tell anyone that you saw me doing this!" it that sentence sounds more like a drug problem or indecent exposure. but no. i was cutting paper with my good fabric-only sewing scissors.
and it caused me great anxiety.
two nights ago i dreamed that i was cutting paper with my good sewing scissors. i knew i had already destroyed them by cutting paper in the first place, but i was so hoping that no one would ever know. there was someone in the room with me, while i was cutting paper with my good sewing scissors and i swore them to secrecy. "don't ever tell anyone that you saw me doing this!" it that sentence sounds more like a drug problem or indecent exposure. but no. i was cutting paper with my good fabric-only sewing scissors.
and it caused me great anxiety.