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hmmmm...I feel like getting some things out...and since its so close to the 1 yr anniversary of my car accident...I think I'll reflect on some things I've learned in the past year:
--I've realized what real love is. My Matthew is the most amazing guy I've ever known, so caring, trustworthy, sweet, funny, intelligent. and I've never been happier. the thing is...I've been hurt before, I've been lied to before, I've dated some stupid people before. And this is what I've been looking for all my life. This is so amazing and I feel so lucky...but when you find the right person, this is the way its supposed to be. I've just needed the right person...I've known him since senior yr of high school, but I guess we just got distracted. But now I've never been happier...we have SUCH AN AMAZING RELATIONSHIP!
--I've learned that there are some people that you have to trust, and some people that you should NEVER trust. I got fed the most ridiculous amount of BULLSHIT this weekend, by Rachel (Matt's ex), god only knows what the hell she was trying to accomplish...my theory, she thought that Matt cheated on her with me back in 12th grade and she was trying to get back at me (which he DIDN'T), but who knows....the point is, she told me that Matt cheated on me with her after we started dating...fucking ridiculous. Seriously, the girl has a couple screws loose...for real. Either she has an overactive imagination, she was trying to get revenge for who knows what, or she's just cuckoo. oh well, the lesson here: trust those you love, be weary of those who need their head checked.
--never take life for granted...I practically lost mine last year in that accident, and I now know what I could be missing. I'm so thankful.
--I also learned, that I should stop procrastinating...hehehe, there are some things that you should just keep up on, it makes life less stressful. I mean, I still did really well last semester, but doing things ahead of the last minute...good idea.
other than that...not much is new. Applied to be an RA for next year. Have a group interview on the 22nd. Matt got a job as a night receptionist at State for the front desk of his hall, :-) yay, now he has gas money to come see me...not that he didn't before...but now we have a bit more so he's not wasting savings.
Other than that....hmmm, not much new...apparently I'm the "best kisser in the world" as Matt just informed me. NO ONE can mess up this relationship...not even some "psycho bitch" as my sister called her, or some "stupid tramp" as Richard called her, or some "manipulative little bitch" as Matt's mother called her, lol. nice try, really...but no dice. We're too perfect for each other, nothing can ruin that...not even a boatful of lies...how insane...seriously....craaaaazy Rachel.
I love my Matthew, forever and ever. :-) nothing on this earth will change that...he would NEVER do anything to hurt me. we love each other far too much for that. We're getting married. :-)
--I've realized what real love is. My Matthew is the most amazing guy I've ever known, so caring, trustworthy, sweet, funny, intelligent. and I've never been happier. the thing is...I've been hurt before, I've been lied to before, I've dated some stupid people before. And this is what I've been looking for all my life. This is so amazing and I feel so lucky...but when you find the right person, this is the way its supposed to be. I've just needed the right person...I've known him since senior yr of high school, but I guess we just got distracted. But now I've never been happier...we have SUCH AN AMAZING RELATIONSHIP!
--I've learned that there are some people that you have to trust, and some people that you should NEVER trust. I got fed the most ridiculous amount of BULLSHIT this weekend, by Rachel (Matt's ex), god only knows what the hell she was trying to accomplish...my theory, she thought that Matt cheated on her with me back in 12th grade and she was trying to get back at me (which he DIDN'T), but who knows....the point is, she told me that Matt cheated on me with her after we started dating...fucking ridiculous. Seriously, the girl has a couple screws loose...for real. Either she has an overactive imagination, she was trying to get revenge for who knows what, or she's just cuckoo. oh well, the lesson here: trust those you love, be weary of those who need their head checked.
--never take life for granted...I practically lost mine last year in that accident, and I now know what I could be missing. I'm so thankful.
--I also learned, that I should stop procrastinating...hehehe, there are some things that you should just keep up on, it makes life less stressful. I mean, I still did really well last semester, but doing things ahead of the last minute...good idea.
other than that...not much is new. Applied to be an RA for next year. Have a group interview on the 22nd. Matt got a job as a night receptionist at State for the front desk of his hall, :-) yay, now he has gas money to come see me...not that he didn't before...but now we have a bit more so he's not wasting savings.
Other than that....hmmm, not much new...apparently I'm the "best kisser in the world" as Matt just informed me. NO ONE can mess up this relationship...not even some "psycho bitch" as my sister called her, or some "stupid tramp" as Richard called her, or some "manipulative little bitch" as Matt's mother called her, lol. nice try, really...but no dice. We're too perfect for each other, nothing can ruin that...not even a boatful of lies...how insane...seriously....craaaaazy Rachel.
I love my Matthew, forever and ever. :-) nothing on this earth will change that...he would NEVER do anything to hurt me. we love each other far too much for that. We're getting married. :-)