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Today was okay - a little better than most days. I'm so happy being with Jeff. There's nothing to really be upset about, you know? I'd been wanting someone, and he's so great, and perfect, and everything I want. I'm going to the library with him tomorrow. Time with him there is better than no time at all. I think our relationship is going to get stronger and better with time. I don't know why I'm so nervous around him all of the time. It's like I can't talk. I could talk to a stranger before him. I don't understand. He's too good for me, I guess. I feel intimidated sometimes, but I don't mind it. I'm not jealous either - I just don't get jealous. It's a weird thing. I don't know. I haven't been able to type straight like this for a while. That's weird too. I guess I have a lot to say, but I don't know how to say it. You know? Yeah, back to Jeff. I love kissing him. It's so perfect. I don't know. I'm so caught up in little things. That's good I guess. He's really awesome. His birthday is the 23rd. I don't know what to get him. I just bought his Christmas present not too long ago, so I have no idea, now. I want to get him something that he likes a lot. My birthday is on the 27th, and I usually go to Six Flags every year, but I don't know about this year - my dad is being insane. But, if I go, I'm so bringing Jeff. It would be good for some quality time alone, without all of our friends. Our friends hanging around makes it hard, and somewhat embarrassing at time. They're just occassionally stupid. But, I love them anyway. I can't wait to see Jeff tomorrow. But, then I won't see him for three days - going out of town. I'll miss it all now. It's going to feel weird, even though it's only for a short time. It's just one of those things. I haven't finished my homework yet - I've been on the phone. The phone is so.. addicting. I can be on it for hours. You can't really talk too much, or lose the conversation, which is totally cool. I love the 'net too. I'm so addicted to the 'net. I think I'd die without it.
School is stressful, as always. So much homework. I need to do my paper for history class. It's due tomorrow - haven't started. I think it'll be easily, actually. It's only a page, or two - double spaced.
I can't wait for my birthday. My dad is giving me a car. How awesome is that? That's very awesome. I can't wait until I get my learners.
That's all for now. I've said so much more than usual. Expect more times like this.
<3 you all.
School is stressful, as always. So much homework. I need to do my paper for history class. It's due tomorrow - haven't started. I think it'll be easily, actually. It's only a page, or two - double spaced.
I can't wait for my birthday. My dad is giving me a car. How awesome is that? That's very awesome. I can't wait until I get my learners.
That's all for now. I've said so much more than usual. Expect more times like this.
<3 you all.