WARNING:DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE A WEAK STOMACH;CONTAINS FLUFFINESS.
i never thought i could love someone as much as i love Danny. last night proved our love for each other(no we didn't have sex) we got to really know each other. i never knew we had so much in common. he's like my other half. i always thought i was the only one going through what i was going through. i always thought that i was just weird. now knowing what i know it changes everything. i know we're meant to be. i know everything i've been feeling lately was depression. everything that i've been going through and bottling up, i finally let out last night. and now i feel like i'm going to be ok. everything i was refusing to confront. my grandmothers death, family problems, school problems, insecurities, friends or lack there of. i think i'm finally going to be ok. i love him so much for understanding me and being there for me. he doesn't have to be with me if he really didn't want to and that makes me feel so wonderful. knowing that he's here because he wants to be, not because he has to be. i just can't wait to marry him and spend the rest of my life with him, and knowing he feels the same just fills me with joy. when i'm with him i can feel his love for me. that's something i've never felt from anyone before. i'm just so happy.