Fun times
Well, words can not even begin to explain the kind of bullshit people attempt to give me... I don't really know how to even express myself right now. It started when I failed a test to get into DE English 3... oddly enough, I set the curve the entire year in DE English 4... yes FOUR last year... yet they won't even put me into 3 now! Tomarrow I speak with the administrators and my guidance counselors. If they will not let me stay home 1st period to do online school, my descision is final. I will request one more thing from the pathetic system the government so dubs "school"... that request will be a list of the nations top private instructors. As much as I would enjoy didactic learning via teaching myself, colleges don't exactly appreciate that as much as paying an extremely expensive teacher to do it... fucked up? I know.
At any rate, I've figured out whats wrong with me... I have my life planned, I know where I want to be in 10 years, and how I'm going to get their... EXACTLY how. Unfortunatly, whenver life throws a change my way I have to force it to fit into my plans... which doesn't work. So how do you propose I solve this. I have an overall dream, and every ability and intention to achieve it. I don't want to die forgotten... ergo I will not. The only thing different in my life now is its scalability. I will take what I want, when I want... in other words what I need to reach my goals at the most opportune moment.
On a second note, I am considering moving out of my house. My parents will support it provided I have a reason... which I do. Our family lifestyle isn't healthy for who I am. I can't function properly at home among many many other things. No I don't want to be independent just yet, but I can not live in the country side anymore. If I want to succeed in life I need to start worrying about me and not other people.
-End Session
At any rate, I've figured out whats wrong with me... I have my life planned, I know where I want to be in 10 years, and how I'm going to get their... EXACTLY how. Unfortunatly, whenver life throws a change my way I have to force it to fit into my plans... which doesn't work. So how do you propose I solve this. I have an overall dream, and every ability and intention to achieve it. I don't want to die forgotten... ergo I will not. The only thing different in my life now is its scalability. I will take what I want, when I want... in other words what I need to reach my goals at the most opportune moment.
On a second note, I am considering moving out of my house. My parents will support it provided I have a reason... which I do. Our family lifestyle isn't healthy for who I am. I can't function properly at home among many many other things. No I don't want to be independent just yet, but I can not live in the country side anymore. If I want to succeed in life I need to start worrying about me and not other people.
-End Session