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So yes, I'm still alive... amazing I know.
I've been so freaking busy since gradumatation. I thought that after graduation I would be bored with all the time on my hands but I was soooo wrong. I got a full-time job back over at Olympia as their booking coordinator. I'm super happy over there. I have my own cube, which is more like a fortress of solitude as its known to be called
thats my desk on any given day. i actually revamped and reorganized it completely the other day, so ill have to take a new picture. I really love it there. It's nice to have a job where people respect you for what you do.
Last Friday we had to put Jake down. I miss him so much, way more than I ever thought that I would. Who knew that you could love a dog like it was your own child. I'm really taking it hard, I seem to burst out into tears at random times during the day. I'm dealing with a lot of issues with myself as well when it comes to his death. He was an amazing dog. He was just so sick though.
Rest In Peace Jakie
Other than that, I'm still nuts, lol. I'm going through a lot of mental health issues at the moment, that I am no way going to discuss here. I'm waiting for my insurance at Olympia to kick in so I can find a therapist that I don't have to pay for initially. I guess I really just need someone to listen to me without butting in with their own comments about their own life. I've been doing it forever, since I was young. I've always listened to other people, and have never really vented my own problems, I keep everything bottled up and let other people speak about what's going on with them. I guess I just never saw myself as important enough talk about, or some bullshit like that.
Well whatever, I have a headache now. I guess I'm going to try and sleep in this sticky heat.
<3
I've been so freaking busy since gradumatation. I thought that after graduation I would be bored with all the time on my hands but I was soooo wrong. I got a full-time job back over at Olympia as their booking coordinator. I'm super happy over there. I have my own cube, which is more like a fortress of solitude as its known to be called
thats my desk on any given day. i actually revamped and reorganized it completely the other day, so ill have to take a new picture. I really love it there. It's nice to have a job where people respect you for what you do.
Last Friday we had to put Jake down. I miss him so much, way more than I ever thought that I would. Who knew that you could love a dog like it was your own child. I'm really taking it hard, I seem to burst out into tears at random times during the day. I'm dealing with a lot of issues with myself as well when it comes to his death. He was an amazing dog. He was just so sick though.
Rest In Peace Jakie
Other than that, I'm still nuts, lol. I'm going through a lot of mental health issues at the moment, that I am no way going to discuss here. I'm waiting for my insurance at Olympia to kick in so I can find a therapist that I don't have to pay for initially. I guess I really just need someone to listen to me without butting in with their own comments about their own life. I've been doing it forever, since I was young. I've always listened to other people, and have never really vented my own problems, I keep everything bottled up and let other people speak about what's going on with them. I guess I just never saw myself as important enough talk about, or some bullshit like that.
Well whatever, I have a headache now. I guess I'm going to try and sleep in this sticky heat.
<3