I am in school right now and im extremely bored and high and in study hall.. so Yeah well I just found out that today was Friday.. I didn’t make it to school yesterday it was because the night before I didn’t go to sleep until 4am I really need to cut down on the pot.. Seriously I don’t remember the last time i wasn’t high. Its been weeks I go everywhere and do everything high.. 5 minutes after waking up I smoke then I don’t stop until I pass out at like 4am…
I don’t really remember much from this past week but what I do know is that I am spending this weekend in Henniker but really im gonna be spending most of my time in Concord with Mickey.. His girlfriend is going to out of town!!!YAY!!! She never lets me hang out with Mickey.. Which is stupid she thinks that Mickey wants me which is true but that doesn’t mean that anything is gonna happen again.
Well maybe we’ll see what happens see I thought about it and I was like that’s wrong but then again he’s not married so there isn’t anything wrong with it. Haha I’m just kidding but something is probably still gonna happen. There is no way that nothing could not happen its just way too much work having self control when im alone with him, especially when drugs and alcohol are involved..
My tummy hurts I haven’t eaten in day, I keep forgetting too.. I am too lazy or too tired or just too high.. but I did call random people in my contracts and asked them to come over my house and make me food but they all said it was too late well except for Steven but he’s in Boston right now..
Well I guess since my study hall is almost over I’m gonna go now. Well goodnight I wish..
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Sarah
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