Mar 23, 2005 18:30
Man o man yesterday was bad get to school and my hair looks like shisit so i try to fix it and it loks worse and i have no hais spray and no gell so it looks like crap. Then my stupid friend angie tells me she is mad at me say y and she leaves me at a loss 4 words what kind of crap is that. grr.
Now i dont know if any of you ppl know what an aarmde drill team is . it is in ROTC and the are are the dummies spinning the rifle. well i am one of those dummise. lol. well our team sucks. We already bomed three compotions because of grades now this wasnt my fault because i never fail. grr.
I didnt know if i wanted to go to the practice bcause they had let me down so many times i ended up going and it wasnt so bad.All the ppl that suck and and now all that is left if 6 ppl. grr.
man i got to find a thing that wont make me so mad all the time nobody knows this but so many times i just sit and wonder how much easier it would be for everyone if i i just died. I mean look at lauren yeah when she died alot of ppl were sad but everyone is over it now. I dont know mabe im just talking out of my ass. or mabe im really making sence.