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Things have been crazy the past few days. Jacob is doing good I took him for some walks this week he has a lil sunburn on his nose and chin he looks like rudolf but its cute so its alright. Its almost gone away now though. I just finished studyin math lol I study all the time anymore blah I feel like a bookworm anymore. Jacob's asleep in his toddler bed right now I guess thats why I FIGURED I woulddo a quick update. Basically all I havedone is went to math class tuesday and thursday haven't went to english class for personal reason but I should be back there like tomorrow or monday. I use to think I was actually good in english but now I question that majorly now. Its not that I dont know what I'm doing its just that I've not been in the writing mood really lately and so I half ass my papers. Go figre right? The haunted forest is starting next month at the college I haven't decided if I'm going to go or not. I'm taking jacob trick or treating though this year I already have his costumeand I'm going to carve pumpkins for him this year too and back the pumpkin seeds some of you might know what I'm talkin about their good like that lol. Anyway he's going to be so cute for halloween he's already tried it on and he just loved it. He pranced around in his costume for a long time and wouldn't let me take it off him. I can't say what he's going to be but Ill put some pictures of him up after halloween of what he dressed up as. I think my brother and his wife are going to dress up their son andrew this year I didn't dress jacob up when he was that young for halloween but I guess its whatever they want to do. Mom and me are going to put some halloween decreations up around the house to something we haven't done since my brothers and me were little so it should be fun. Nothing over the top just something to give it a lil halloween spirit. Its hard to believe this year has flown by like it has. Next year jacob will be two years old and that just blows my mind he's still my lil baby though. :) I still call him my baby but mom and dad say he's a big boy now but he's not that b ig though lol Ah he'll always be my baby I suppose thats how all parents are. I see now why my parents were like they were over me and my brothers cause when you have kids they become your life you know. and jacob is definately my life. He gives me purpose you know and I'll always have him and he'll always have me. Its reassuring seein him sleepin in his toddler bed most of the time when I go to bed though he gets in bed with me and sleeps. Both of us sleep better like that but its a bad habit to start I started it when he got sick with strep a few months back and I just like it better that way. Cause when I wake up in the middle of the nite I know he's alright and he's layin right beside me. Cause sometimes I get startled at nite if he's sleepin in his bed and I look around for him. Sad fact but true I worry bout him when I'm asleep and he's who I dream of at nite too He's definately my life saver and my angel. I love him dearly and for those of u that think I talk about him to much well I'm sorry hehe when you have children you'll see how it is... Cause it changes your entire life and your perspective on life and you'lldo anything for your child no matter what it is and you want to protect them so just wait u ppl out there that think this iscrazy to sit and write about him this entire entry cause you'll see. lol
Much love
Kimberly
Much love
Kimberly