we belong together
Well it's been a crazy few days. Wednesday Steve's grama-nama died (his great-grandmother). I felt so bad, him and his mother and everyone were so upset. I met her twice, she was so cute and so nice. So Friday was the wake and today was the funeral and I went to both, cried my eyes out at both. Seeing Steve and his and all his family cry killed me. As soon as I got home from the wake last night I called my grandma and told her that I love her and then I cried my eyes out to my mother and told her how much I miss my other grandma, who died last year. And then I told my mother that I love her very much, even though she isn't going anywhere. Today was a little better though, not as many tears, but I still cried. It's just really sad. After the funeral we went out to eat lunch then to Steve's papa's house where all his family was and everything. We watched this family video thing that his Aunt Mary put together, it was really cute. I got to see Steve's grannie and grandpa's wedding. I told Steve he's going to be such a cute older man because his grandpa is the best looking older man, and his father is also very cute. I'm excited =)
I think this whole death thing is making me like, turn over a new leaf I guess you can say. Life is way too short, even if you die old. You should love, not fight. It really isn't worth it. Next time I hear someone say "I'm gonna kill myself cause he/she broke up with me" or "he/she doesn't like me" I'm gonna flip out. It's so fucking stupid how someone can think that their life is that horrible that the only way to fix it is by killing yourself. I fucking hate that shit. But anywayssssss
Tonight me, Steve, his mom, and her boyfriend might be going to the drive-in. I really hope we go! If we go we're gonna see Monster-in Law / Guess Who. I really really want to see those so I'm super excited. And plus I haven't been to the drive-in in like foreverrrrr. Anyway, I'm gonna go upstairs with Steven, I miss him lol.
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I think this whole death thing is making me like, turn over a new leaf I guess you can say. Life is way too short, even if you die old. You should love, not fight. It really isn't worth it. Next time I hear someone say "I'm gonna kill myself cause he/she broke up with me" or "he/she doesn't like me" I'm gonna flip out. It's so fucking stupid how someone can think that their life is that horrible that the only way to fix it is by killing yourself. I fucking hate that shit. But anywayssssss
Tonight me, Steve, his mom, and her boyfriend might be going to the drive-in. I really hope we go! If we go we're gonna see Monster-in Law / Guess Who. I really really want to see those so I'm super excited. And plus I haven't been to the drive-in in like foreverrrrr. Anyway, I'm gonna go upstairs with Steven, I miss him lol.
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