Dec 19, 2005 16:41
Had a brief yet bloody incounter with a shape object after reading somthing reminded me of how crap my life is at the moment. dont really wanna talk about what it is.
more to the point, Im still bleeding and it wont stop.Can you bleed to death from cutting your leg to much?
wont really bother me if I do, but it might bother my mom, and shes a really nice person so I would hate to do that to her. Me dying could give her a bit of distress.
Im trying to think of happy things, but Its to hard when I have so much evil badness cluttering my brain.
According to my away message on AIM I've been cleaning my room for two hours.
I didnt even need to clean my room, but I didnt feel like putting a new away message up saying " dishes,cutting,shower "
I think I might atempt to draw. Havent in a long time. Might draw Lianne a picture for christmas if I can get it to look okay
oh and speaking of lianne, I must print her a picture. Doneness. Hurrah. Maybe she wont "hate on me" (excuse the gangsta-likeness) tomorrow because I did what she told me.
gonna go look for somthing to cheer me up
byes