i know this looks long but will you read it please it has some important stuff in it!!! love ya all!

[sweet_nothing7]

i have so many mixed emotions right now it is not even funny i have soooo many things to think that i dont even know what to think it may sound weird but some of you might understand i dk i just i am soo mad and then again so happy and also really really sick and tired of people and also cant get enough of others and i just want to scream and i just feel like there is no one to turn to NO ONE!! i also feel as though i have moved away from god and that the worldly things are starting to effect me and they shouldn't and i just wish that some times i had no feelins at all i would never feel hurt, pain, lonliness, and worst of all love but then i think about it and then i realize that i would not be able to feel things like happiness, joy, fun, and love goes under this too love can be good but eventually it comes back to bite you and it bites hard and you end up thinking that it was not worth it in the first place but then you know you would do it again in a heart beat even knowing you would end up getting hurt that is the kind of stuff that love can do to a person and i just dont know what to think ne more! i am soo happy sometimes and then others like i said i want to scream i just think that all this drama is getting to me and i am gonna crack soon and i dk! i am not complaining at all because i have so much and deserve so little and i need to be more greatful and i need to realiz that i am so lucky to have a loving family who suports me in everything that i do and i also have the greatest group of friends ever and i love everything about them and i just want you all to know that! i dont want every one to feel sry for me i want them to be there for me and i want them to know that i will always be there for them too and that i love everyone soooo much and i mean every one

STACE THE ACE

PS you just let me know that you will be there and please pray for me i really need it thanx to all of you!!!!