I'm still here... i never left... i still care... always have always will....

Feb 18, 2007 20:02

To You:

I'm still here.I may have left physically, but not mentally.
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you and how your doing.
There isn't a day where I don't miss you.
There isn't a day where I don't cry when your name gets brought up.
I still care. I always have and always will regardless on the state of friendship.
Even if you act like I don't exist and as much as it kills me to see that.
I told you I was always going to be here. And I ment it.
I didn't mean I'd always run to you when you needed me, but if you would have needed me I would have been there all you would have had to do is ask.
If something would have happened to you. I would have been there at the hospital in a heartbeat even if you didn't want me to be.
Everything I do in some way reminds me of you. Everywhere I go somehow reminds me of you.
I've never hated you. I couldn't/I can't. If anything I still love you like my sister.
I would do anything to take back what happened over the summer. I would do anything to take back the pain I caused you. But i can't. I wish we were friends again, but I can't do that. It would take more then just me. It would take you. And I dont know if your willing to forgive me for being the biggest dumbass on this planet and the worst best friend in history.
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