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i can barely see you anymore.
there once was this person inside of me and aaron has brought that out on occasion.
i went to the waterfront and danced half naked through the water spouts... it was 2 in the morning and i felt alive. the most alive i've felt in a while. loud music, carefree, fearless. thats who i am and i think i've lost it until recently, although day to day i feel like im striving to push that person out, im making progress. im incredibly sorry ive hurt you nathan, i know it isnt fair and i know its selfish in its entirty. but im changing and growing and i need this for now. im breaking the rules again. and for once i dont feel like crying anymore. i feel alive.
there once was this person inside of me and aaron has brought that out on occasion.
i went to the waterfront and danced half naked through the water spouts... it was 2 in the morning and i felt alive. the most alive i've felt in a while. loud music, carefree, fearless. thats who i am and i think i've lost it until recently, although day to day i feel like im striving to push that person out, im making progress. im incredibly sorry ive hurt you nathan, i know it isnt fair and i know its selfish in its entirty. but im changing and growing and i need this for now. im breaking the rules again. and for once i dont feel like crying anymore. i feel alive.