Another day
i had detention again today, i spent it painting... what a huge punishment.
my life is f**ked.
my mom and steve couldn't understand me and just werent good enough. i know its harsh, but its truth. and so moving to dads seemed alright and for the most part it is. lisa and my dad have been very edgy and difficult these past couple of weeks. i feel as if everything can be blamed on me, i am the common denominator. four more months i keep telling myself. hopefully college helps guide me to much greter things.
i have relized i like to pick out things wrong with nathan and then lecture him about it. i feel bad for what i do to him, yet i keep doing it. for example, he hates to read, so he doesn't ever do it. yet i feel as if the only way to learn is through reading. literacy is extremely important. he has to read a book by thursday... "great expectations". so of coarse he hasnt read any of it and is planning on reading all the cliff notes tomorrow. slacker. i procrastinate and so i cant say much. Yet, when i actually do it in the end i do it with flying colors and i stay up for seven hours reading the entire book and i push myself because of my stupidity.
my stupidity.
my life is f**ked.
my mom and steve couldn't understand me and just werent good enough. i know its harsh, but its truth. and so moving to dads seemed alright and for the most part it is. lisa and my dad have been very edgy and difficult these past couple of weeks. i feel as if everything can be blamed on me, i am the common denominator. four more months i keep telling myself. hopefully college helps guide me to much greter things.
i have relized i like to pick out things wrong with nathan and then lecture him about it. i feel bad for what i do to him, yet i keep doing it. for example, he hates to read, so he doesn't ever do it. yet i feel as if the only way to learn is through reading. literacy is extremely important. he has to read a book by thursday... "great expectations". so of coarse he hasnt read any of it and is planning on reading all the cliff notes tomorrow. slacker. i procrastinate and so i cant say much. Yet, when i actually do it in the end i do it with flying colors and i stay up for seven hours reading the entire book and i push myself because of my stupidity.
my stupidity.