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So a lot of things has happened these past couple of weeks. There was something that already happened, but I didn't want to broadcast it, probably because of false hopes but it's done now offically and I need to move on. So for all of you that hated Al, this will be fantastic news for you. Yes, Al and I broke up. It wasn't a bitter break up, it was a long time coming I guess. Of course I'm pretty distraught about it, but the more I think about it, this is the for the best for now. I have been super stressed and I need to concentrate on myself and school for now. These summer classes really kicked my ass and I need to make sure I keep on top of my game. I have also started to work out a little bit and already I've seen some improvements. It's amazing how much getting off your ass can do. Some people say it's cause im not with Al anymore and that's a big factor in my weight loss. They said he was making me very very depressed and I would think of myself as nothing special. Maybe they were right, but they can be wrong too. I don't want to blame it all on him because I know it wasn't JUST him doing it. He has helped me out a lot in these past 3 and a half years and I will never forget that. Not everything in our relationship was bad, we had a lot of good times and I will miss them very much. I still love him believe it or not, and it's kind of hard to say no you don't love somebody after you've spent over 3 years with somebody every day of your life, just not going to happen over night. Alas, I wish him well on his exams and finishing so he can start his life and I hope he has a very happy life ahead of him as well. We will still be friends so this is a good thing because he was my best friend and I don't want to lose that.
So I move into my new apt. on the 29th, anybody want to help us move in would be beautiful! Also, we're still looking for a 27" dryer so if you know anybody that is selling theirs, we'll take it off their hands!
Ugh, I woke up sick to my tummy this morning, which made the drive to work a living nightmare. Probably because I'm becoming less stressed and all this stuff with Al had upset me so it's not a surprise that my tummy is yelling at me.
I think that's it. The end. Ugh, figures I'm listening to a fitting song. *sigh* Send me some love!
So I move into my new apt. on the 29th, anybody want to help us move in would be beautiful! Also, we're still looking for a 27" dryer so if you know anybody that is selling theirs, we'll take it off their hands!
Ugh, I woke up sick to my tummy this morning, which made the drive to work a living nightmare. Probably because I'm becoming less stressed and all this stuff with Al had upset me so it's not a surprise that my tummy is yelling at me.
I think that's it. The end. Ugh, figures I'm listening to a fitting song. *sigh* Send me some love!