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Has the feeling she doesn't really belong...
I don't belong at home..I don't belong at school...I don't really belong at work...I really REALLY don't belong... That is kinda a weird realization to come by. The feeling just increases every day... and I'll get happy for a while, and think "holy shit, I think I can do this" ..then something happens and I'm back in the muck.
I'm tired of fighting everything.I'm just really really glad I'm seeing my doctor on monday...and although terri is coming with me, I'm not letting her in the room with me...there's a lot of things mr. doc man and I need to discuss in private. Maybe he can help sort me out...
To my besties--- thank you for being there for me...it really means a lot...I promise I won't be so fucked up forever.
I don't belong at home..I don't belong at school...I don't really belong at work...I really REALLY don't belong... That is kinda a weird realization to come by. The feeling just increases every day... and I'll get happy for a while, and think "holy shit, I think I can do this" ..then something happens and I'm back in the muck.
I'm tired of fighting everything.I'm just really really glad I'm seeing my doctor on monday...and although terri is coming with me, I'm not letting her in the room with me...there's a lot of things mr. doc man and I need to discuss in private. Maybe he can help sort me out...
To my besties--- thank you for being there for me...it really means a lot...I promise I won't be so fucked up forever.