Is it me or I'm missing the point?
My second post and I'm already posting these kinds of things...
I know I should post things like fangirlism and all but now... *shrugs*
I don't know why I'm too obsessed with this "best friend" thing. I can't force someone to treat me the same way as I treat them.. but it just hurts that the most important friend to you treats someone else more sweetly... I don't know why... I've drawn most of my attention to that person... I know for a fact that I am not that person that is most important to you... that's why... countless of times... I've tried to disappoint you and runaway... to see how far you can handle me... and if you'll follow me... but I can't stand to leave you alone... that's why I'm intentionally hurting myself and leave everything as it is... I... wish that I would just disappear... leaving everything behind... forgetting everything...
amidst of all these thoughts, I tried to play TMGS3, and suddenly, I found Kouichi really hot. :)
I know I should post things like fangirlism and all but now... *shrugs*
I don't know why I'm too obsessed with this "best friend" thing. I can't force someone to treat me the same way as I treat them.. but it just hurts that the most important friend to you treats someone else more sweetly... I don't know why... I've drawn most of my attention to that person... I know for a fact that I am not that person that is most important to you... that's why... countless of times... I've tried to disappoint you and runaway... to see how far you can handle me... and if you'll follow me... but I can't stand to leave you alone... that's why I'm intentionally hurting myself and leave everything as it is... I... wish that I would just disappear... leaving everything behind... forgetting everything...
amidst of all these thoughts, I tried to play TMGS3, and suddenly, I found Kouichi really hot. :)