May 16, 2007 17:04
scared shitless isn't even where to begin. 19 more days left of school, thats seriously so fucking nerve racking. i cant believe i am saying this but i dont want the year to end. i have had the most amazing teachers ever this year and i am soo thankful for them. i sat in school mainly all day just wondering what the hell am i going to do without these people in my life. even the seniors this year- once again, im lk in love with them all and i dnt want them to leave. its going to be soo hard to say goodbye and i dont want to. i don't like goodbyes. im not good at them...i never will be, ever.
i asked baum about doing my college rec. today. it was kinda strange asking her. shes writing one for me thankfully but idk its just so weird. picture the times i had with allen, times 2 years...im goin 2 be lost without "sunshine" so, so lost.
enough with this graduating stuff, makes me wanna cry.
oh and by the way, i cant stop thinking of you..
..i miss you more and more as each day passes.
i just wish i could hear your voice again
one sound, any word, any curse
just another sound of your breath
..there will never be a good enough reason of why your gone to ease my mind.
rip angelface 10♥7♥02
i love you joe♥