"congrats nicole..oh, im so sorry..."
so today started off with a congratualtions in the start of the conversations id be in and end with a oh im so sorry. once again my life only consists of 3 hours of happiness before its destroyed. when will it be my turn to finally be happy and free?
Rest In Peace Zeeshan Akbar. April 24th 2007
you were like no other. whenever youd walk into that dumb ass class back when I was a freshman you had this presense like no other. haha bro, i remember that class so well. Mrs.McGrath keyboarding class. Lower Bwing w/ kyle and amy was in it too. September of my freshman year was the first time I have ever met you and i am so glad I did. Once you graduated I lost in touch with you but seeing you not too long ago was just a rememberance of how beautiful your personality was. There wont ever be a day that goes by that we dont miss you. you have left such a footprint in my life and unlike some, i am greatful to say i knew Zeeshan Akbar. Biggie Z, i love you kid. be easy in the clouds and just do me a favor- try keeping my brother out of trouble up there..then again you two were exactly alike. rest peacefully beautiful, i'll see you soon.
today capogna couldnt really even look me in the eyes but then again it was hard for me to look at her. I knew she thought of gary since she brought it up. "This is the 2nd time that one of my students died that i have been an advisor to...(looks away from me) i cant even look at you.." is what was said. I couldnt look at her without crying. towards the end of class i just hugged her and just wanted her to know i love her so much because i truly do.
this shit makes me scared. whos next? ive lost my brother and now, 5 friends. ive been through so much in my life i just wonder who in my life is goin to leave next. maybe even me, i dont know.
by the way, i won elections.
found out at 3 o'clock
then 3 hours later found out about the death of Zeeshan.
Zee, we love you baby..
Never forgotten
♥ Rest In Peace ♥
Rest In Peace Zeeshan Akbar. April 24th 2007
you were like no other. whenever youd walk into that dumb ass class back when I was a freshman you had this presense like no other. haha bro, i remember that class so well. Mrs.McGrath keyboarding class. Lower Bwing w/ kyle and amy was in it too. September of my freshman year was the first time I have ever met you and i am so glad I did. Once you graduated I lost in touch with you but seeing you not too long ago was just a rememberance of how beautiful your personality was. There wont ever be a day that goes by that we dont miss you. you have left such a footprint in my life and unlike some, i am greatful to say i knew Zeeshan Akbar. Biggie Z, i love you kid. be easy in the clouds and just do me a favor- try keeping my brother out of trouble up there..then again you two were exactly alike. rest peacefully beautiful, i'll see you soon.
today capogna couldnt really even look me in the eyes but then again it was hard for me to look at her. I knew she thought of gary since she brought it up. "This is the 2nd time that one of my students died that i have been an advisor to...(looks away from me) i cant even look at you.." is what was said. I couldnt look at her without crying. towards the end of class i just hugged her and just wanted her to know i love her so much because i truly do.
this shit makes me scared. whos next? ive lost my brother and now, 5 friends. ive been through so much in my life i just wonder who in my life is goin to leave next. maybe even me, i dont know.
by the way, i won elections.
found out at 3 o'clock
then 3 hours later found out about the death of Zeeshan.
Zee, we love you baby..
Never forgotten
♥ Rest In Peace ♥