home?
I have finally decided to make an actual update. I have been so busy lately. Working at least 30 hours a week, plus school and school work. I have had a lot of things on my mind lately. I'm not sure what I plan on doing. I don't know what I should do. I know what is right but I don't know if what's right is what the best for me. I don't know whether I should go home or stay here. I don't kno even if I should be writing this. Part of me wants to stay, but part of me is telling that other part to shut up and I should just go back home. Anyway enough of my ramblings. This weekend has been an interesting one. I flew in Thursday night and got a good bagel yum yum yum with Cassie. Friday was hofstra meetings. They went pretty well, I found out that I may be getting money if I go there. I won't be far behind if I transfer, the only thing that might set me back is theory. I can try to place out of language requirements. Depending on instrument I play I can get a scholarship. Saturday and Sunday I worked. Saturday i was entitled "senior support," because there were so many people there and I was an extra person. Sunday, it was a complete role reversal. I was consolodating all lunch and part of dinner, it was weird I normally don't stay in one place. I was supposed to hang out with both mikes but unfortunate circumstances prevented that from happening. I am going crazy here, and trying to be so good. I don't know what to do. I'm done and I miss the puppy like crazy. It was so cute. The minute I got home, I heard from my dad "rebel whose there" and he pounced on me. It was so cute he was so excited! Well, honestly, so was I. Now it's time to get ready for bed or something. I don't know. I have slept so much today and I am still tired. Maybe a really good night sleep is just what I needed.