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There are so many people out there for who I care alot, I hope that they are doing well, if they are hurting, I feel awful, and I am really happy when something goes well for them. However it is so impossible to show this to them. I don't get to hug my friends nearly as much as I would if it was up to me. I wish i could help and be there for them, and I sort of wish they would actually want me there to help them. Whenever I do try though, it's not accepted. I just feel that I never get to show I much I actually care for my friends. I love them (you all) so much, and when something is wrong it breaks my heart. I guess this seems sort of extreme but it's true. I have a few friends to who I am so thankful that I have been able to get closer to. Today at the Troy Sports Center I ran into Sra. Linarez, I love that lady so much, she is one of my all time favorite teachers. I wish I still had her. We talked for a little while. Well tomorrow I have a race at Delia Park, so I am ganna go and get ready and then go to bed, so I get some sleep.
Hey, hey, hey
what do you say?
this is my life,
this is my way.
Oh.....
And they'll know we are Christians by our love, by our love yes they'll know we are Christians by our love.
When I think about it I think every child should be taught to hug it's loved ones, because there are so many people out there that feel wierd when they hug someone. A great example is Mario who in forth grade would not hug someone good bye, after his mom thought he liked this person and he was becoming friends with them and spent alot of time with them, instead he stood there like a board. Or a different person who still won't hug someone even after knowing them and being good friends with them for 7-8 years. Why is it accepted more that a guy hits someone, then hugs them? Atomatically everyone thinks he is gay. Does it ever occure to anyone how frightening this unwillingness to show positive emotions has become? However it is completely normal for us to get in fights, swear at each other, or act as if we are always depressed and never see anything as positive. We can't even tell when someone truely has a problem with depression.
Hugs and Kisses,
Tanja Hortig
Hey, hey, hey
what do you say?
this is my life,
this is my way.
Oh.....
And they'll know we are Christians by our love, by our love yes they'll know we are Christians by our love.
When I think about it I think every child should be taught to hug it's loved ones, because there are so many people out there that feel wierd when they hug someone. A great example is Mario who in forth grade would not hug someone good bye, after his mom thought he liked this person and he was becoming friends with them and spent alot of time with them, instead he stood there like a board. Or a different person who still won't hug someone even after knowing them and being good friends with them for 7-8 years. Why is it accepted more that a guy hits someone, then hugs them? Atomatically everyone thinks he is gay. Does it ever occure to anyone how frightening this unwillingness to show positive emotions has become? However it is completely normal for us to get in fights, swear at each other, or act as if we are always depressed and never see anything as positive. We can't even tell when someone truely has a problem with depression.
Hugs and Kisses,
Tanja Hortig