it was hard to turn him down between the champagne and the sound of whispers in my ear

[sweet_lovin]

when i think about cheatin'
i just think about you leavin'
and how my world would fall to pieces
if i tossed your love away
even when i'm tempted by some stranger
there's never any danger
i just think about you leavin'
when i think about cheatin'

last weekend and the beginning of last week i seriously broke down like every day, but towards the end of the week and this weekend has been so awesome. i dont know why i was even upset anymore. i hate feeling weak and last week i definitely was but not anymore, now im back to being strong.

anyways im not excited about spririt week or homecoming for some reason. i dont know why i guess im just being pessimistic and thinking that it wont be fun and that it will be full of drama. it seems like everything we do brings drama. but i guess life would be boring without it.

i love this rivalry with the juniors, i think its funny, and i hope that we can keep it going without getting into too much trouble.

well im gonna go make a special gift for someone ;]

xo0x goodnight<3