My feelings are wrong and dirty...
i have this wierd feeling about myself...like...i talk a whole lot of crap but dont ever back it up...i feel so old...yet i feel most comfortable curled up in the corner...im still a little kid...im still scared of everything and everyone...i dont know if that makes sense...but im almost 18...yet i still cringe at some things...and its kind of like...grow up fagot you know? i dont konw if it makes sense...i just noticed it while sitting in comp class...here i am...having my delusions of grandeur...thinking about my music and if it will take me anywhere...and i look at myself...and im still that scared shy little boy...curled in the corner...by himself...doesnt talk to anyone...odd...i dunno...