its been a while
so after about 3 or 4 months absence, i've decided to jump back on this thing. i know no one reads it or really cares, so i might make it a private journal for just me. haven't decided yet though...
anyways, i spent all summer is classes. not too much has changed. i'm on a diet that has helped me lose a little, but i have a long way to go. i've stuck to it for over 2 months with no cheats so i'm quite proud of myself. learning to love veggies. i'm also living downtown on my own now, which was kind of quite and lonely, but i'm really liking it now. its a good transition for when i'm out in december (yes, i will be graduating and moving on with my life). i've also started working on my senior show (dec 9-12, kids. if you read this, mark the calendar). i'm excited, but wigged out. hoping i'll have enough and good enough stuff at that. i'm really liking what i'm working on for it, so hopefully it'll come together really good too.
Life is not without drama, however. My mom fell in the driveway on friday and gave us all a scare. if i hadn't called my dad, theres no telling when or if i would have found out either. she ended up with a concussion and vertigo for a few days, but she still feels sick. thank god shes ok. i dono what i'd do without her. while shes still recovering, my grandmother (not omi, for those who know my family) is not eating again. well, i guess theres no "again" to it. shes really sick and i think part of it is a head thing, but shes having surgery next week. i'm very worried about her. shes so thin and it keeps drawing to mind how papa died. i don't want to watch another person i love wither away. my aunt toy is also looking thinner and weaker everytime i see her. shes like another grandmother to me. it breaks my heart. i love my family and they're kinda all i have.
a few things to look forward to, however. other than graduation in dec (and not knowing where i'm going after...i have some ideas...big dreams really), my 24th is in a little over 2 weeks, aunt darlene is having her baby (another little mind to influence...mwahaha!...no, really couldn't be more thrilled), smashing pumpkins concert at the end of october too.
c'est la vie!
anyways, i spent all summer is classes. not too much has changed. i'm on a diet that has helped me lose a little, but i have a long way to go. i've stuck to it for over 2 months with no cheats so i'm quite proud of myself. learning to love veggies. i'm also living downtown on my own now, which was kind of quite and lonely, but i'm really liking it now. its a good transition for when i'm out in december (yes, i will be graduating and moving on with my life). i've also started working on my senior show (dec 9-12, kids. if you read this, mark the calendar). i'm excited, but wigged out. hoping i'll have enough and good enough stuff at that. i'm really liking what i'm working on for it, so hopefully it'll come together really good too.
Life is not without drama, however. My mom fell in the driveway on friday and gave us all a scare. if i hadn't called my dad, theres no telling when or if i would have found out either. she ended up with a concussion and vertigo for a few days, but she still feels sick. thank god shes ok. i dono what i'd do without her. while shes still recovering, my grandmother (not omi, for those who know my family) is not eating again. well, i guess theres no "again" to it. shes really sick and i think part of it is a head thing, but shes having surgery next week. i'm very worried about her. shes so thin and it keeps drawing to mind how papa died. i don't want to watch another person i love wither away. my aunt toy is also looking thinner and weaker everytime i see her. shes like another grandmother to me. it breaks my heart. i love my family and they're kinda all i have.
a few things to look forward to, however. other than graduation in dec (and not knowing where i'm going after...i have some ideas...big dreams really), my 24th is in a little over 2 weeks, aunt darlene is having her baby (another little mind to influence...mwahaha!...no, really couldn't be more thrilled), smashing pumpkins concert at the end of october too.
c'est la vie!